The highs and lows of my career as a player and coach. My memories and inside stories; my inspirations and ideas about the game, including:

- Walking out at the Wanderers to make my Test debut against a rampant Allan Donald and Shaun Pollock with the score 2 for 4 - England's worst ever start to a match.

- Waking up sleepy Sussex with Peter Moores and Mark Robinson - and why i turned down one of the biggest counties in cricket.

- Why there was much more to Sussex's unprecedented era of success than just Mushtaq Ahmed - and how we had to persuade an England legend that he was worth a gamble to sign.

- Ups and downs at The Oval. How, in the space of 12 months, Surrey went from double trophy winners to a team in turmoil having to cope with the loss of one of our own.

- My great debt of gratitude to the county where it all started - Derbyshire - and how despite an often discordant dressing room we brought the county success.

- My blueprint for the future of the domestic and international game in England and the part i'd like to play...